This week there has been so many little changes in my life that I felt a little burnt out....but then I managed to have my usual dose of exercise...as I have learnt to let go and let God take charge of my life...to day is Friday and my day begins at 6am to reach school by 8am. My Friday is the worst day of the week as I have lessons practically back to back and also right smack in the middle of lunch hour...well let me see where do I begin this blog entry..
22 Apr 2008 is exactly 100 days since mummy has passed on to eternity...I felt a sense of loss, sadness overcome me as I recall the entire episode of my mother's death on 14 Jan 2008...how I accompany her body from the ward to the morgue in NUH....and on to her final journey to Mandai etc... cause of death? Acute Myocardial Infarction..(In layman terms: Heart failure)
Then came office shifting on the 23 Apr 2008....I felt a great sense of loss too as I will be leaving my room mates which I have been sharing the office with them for the past 2 years and I also I have been occupying my place there for the past 7 years...I felt sad to be very honest...leaving so many wonderful memories that my room mates brought to the room...they are really a bunch of wonderful people that God has given me in this stage of my life but then I have to move on...prior to moving I clear so many junk out of my office including old newpaper dated back in 2003...believe it or not...then I told myself from now on my target for myself is to work and live out of a suitcase..I told myself this: I don't need so many things to get by with my daily living....I will now live with the minimum not the maximum.
As I type this entry, I was thinking of the extend of unpacking that I need to do I felt overwhelm by it....I am in no mood to unpack and chose to leave them in the boxes....
With so many negative feelings in me I decided to just go easy....and I intend to go for long run this evening just simply to run "off" all these negative feelings in me in which I cannot help it.
....one positive thing comes out from this week events is that I realise that my blue rosary in which I have been carrying with me has actaully the Miraculous Medal on it...it so comforting...Oh how can I be so ignorant of my faith..this blue rosary was given to me by mum will now be even more precious and dear to me....
Will tell more about the Miraculous Medal story...it is truly amazing!
Got to leave this entry for now as I need to go for class and won't be back after 2 pm...
AlbertY
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